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i was thinking i really enjoy hurting myself in all the ways possible. why is it not appreciated by society. im considered weird for my self deprivating thoughts and self harming why so. isn't it normal to hate yourself so much it hurts. to live like your body doesn't belong to you, to live unable to look at yourself without disgust or pity. but i hate it too. hate hating myself, hate hurting myself. it's a mix of masochism and sadism, constant emotional swings uhmmm